I’m supposed to start my new job Monday. I have a lot of worries so I will put them in a list.
-What if they decide to unhire me before Monday? I’ve already quit Banana Republic so this would not be good. This is my biggest worry.
-What if they run out of money and decide to fire me before my first paycheck?
-What if I don’t make a single friend and everyone hates me?
-What if for some reason I can’t do the job and they are really angry (and then fire me)?
I am very very excited about this job. I have finally had real laughs again, the kind of laughs where you actually feel happy while the laugh is happening. But even though I’m very excited I still feel like it’s not real and something terrible is going to happen. That is why I am counting down the days until it happens for real. 6 days!